a Home Improvement Evening

i love:

- antiques roadshow on pbs
- wait wait! dont tell me! on npr, sunday mornings
- mcdonald's cheeseburgers with extra cheese and extra pickles
- little debbie christmas tree cakes
- my dad's stories about his younger days
- speaker dancing
- men in sweatpants
- tom and jerry
- morning coffee
- queen
- rosanne seasons 1-4
- truman capote
- vince guaraldi trio Charlie Brown Christmas album


getting me by, passing the time. my feeling of being in limbo is breaking and strengthening simultaniously, strangely. i fell in the snow today while brushing off my car. sometimes i begin to cry when things like that happen, also when im extremely tired, which seems to happen a lot lately. i dont know what i would do if i didnt have jena nixon in my life. today, im feeling not-so-pretty and not-so-healthy and not-so-rested. did anyone else have a strange obsession with jonathan taylor thomas when they were little? do you remember scrounging or beggin your mom for $4 to buy the newest Tiger Beat magazine? before the days of High School Musical, back when child stars did voices of disney characters. Old-school, painted animated characters. i have come to the point in my life where i realize i should never ever be embarassed about anything about my personality, especially not my love for clothing, makeup, and hairproducts. even with the knowledge that their relationship has been carefully crafted by a team of writers, i would love to one day be married like Tim and Jill on Home Improvement or Roseanne and Dan on Roseanne. They're humble, hardworking, and never sick of each other (excluding the last seasons of roseanne.)

goodnight.